Chester Bennington RIP – Notes on Suicide

I don’t tend to say much beyond a few words on social media when there is a celebrity death, even when it’s linked to mental health I tend to sit back and keep quiet letting the noise run through but something about the noise around Chester Bennington’s tragic death has moved me and I feel…… Continue reading Chester Bennington RIP – Notes on Suicide

Suicidal Behaviour and Internet Usage

It has been quite some time now since Dr Jane Derges sat in my front room and asked me questions about my internet usage when I was feeling suicidal. It was a really interesting conversation and while Dr Derges had some very specific questions, unlike other studies I have taken part in it was a…… Continue reading Suicidal Behaviour and Internet Usage

Walking Out Of Darkness – Bath to Bristol

Walking out of Darkness is a suicide awareness walk organised by CLASP Charity Saturday saw the first event outside of London which was great for us based in the south west as it was a walk from Bath to Bristol, right in my stomping ground.  The purpose of these walks is to raise awareness of suicide,…… Continue reading Walking Out Of Darkness – Bath to Bristol

Blog Action Day – Raise Your Voice for Mental Health

TW: Brief mention of self harm and suicidal ideations. I don’t know how I am finding the words to write this at the moment, mental illness is destructive at times, a curse and right now I am living through one of those moments. Bipolar Disorder brings it’s sparks of creativity, it becomes so much a…… Continue reading Blog Action Day – Raise Your Voice for Mental Health

Let’s Get A Few Things Clear…

I’ve been a bit distant from the world lately. I’m wallowing, having been dealt a blow regarding the therapy I need but won’t be getting and spiralling into an even deeper depression I’ve also picked up the flu. Not the flu but it’s really a bad cold, this is proper, knocked for six, full body…… Continue reading Let’s Get A Few Things Clear…

Schizophrenia Awareness Week 2015

TW: References to Suicide and Self Harm Rethink Mental Illness have launched this year’s Schizophrenia Awareness Week with this moving video featuring real people whose lives are touched with Schizophrenia. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jjmn7qAjco8 I don’t have Schizophrenia, but one in 100 people do, so chances are you will at least know somebody thoughout your life with this…… Continue reading Schizophrenia Awareness Week 2015

World Suicide Prevention Day 2015

I wrote this yesterday for the Mental Health Voices blog in honour of World Suicide Prevention Day and felt it appropriate I also share here…

Locked Inside My Head

I spend a lot of time talking about how having bipolar affects my life in terms of depression and anxiety. I’ve talked about self harm, suicide, and various other things. I want to be sure I talk about other aspects of having bipolar aswell, some of it isn’t bad, and some of it, like today…… Continue reading Locked Inside My Head

Age Ain’t Nothing But A Number

How the media’s focus on mental health in young adults can make you feel insignificant as an older person and also diminish the value which could be added to the treatment of young people with mental illness.

Given Cause to Doubt Your Own Intentions

The emotionally draining effects of dealing with being harassed by cyber-bullies.

The Feel of a Target on our Backs

Thoughts on the latest benefits reform…what does targeting the poor really do for the government.

Olive Cooke – An Inspiration

A eulogy to the well known Bristolian poppy collector Olive Cooke who I met in my early twenties.

A Suicide Story

When the public turn on people with mental illness for being suicidal who is to blame?

Betrayed or the Betrayer?

How I dealt with feeling betrayed while dealing with post-overdose feelings.

Friendships

Friendships, the types of friendships I have and how they can affect my mental health.

A Return To Blogging

Why I’ve returned to blogging, an update on my recent crisis.

The Medication Penny Drop

Suddenly, I could see the penny drop, and I suddenly realised why, even when I was OK, as in not depressed, I was never really OK. I’ve not been on the correct medications.